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[Friday April 14th, 2006 1:45pm] [ mood | irate ] [ music | Billy Talent ] Just because you can be a  BITCH doesn't mean you have to be. Some girls are just so rude sometimes- and to think I was actually associated with them. 60 percent of the time0 It works everytime

done with romeo now onto lysander [Wednesday April 12th, 2006 5:49pm] Screaming REBELIOUS SUBJECTS!!!! ... is over. hahaha now on to MIDSUMMER NIGHT DREAM- grrreat another old english play! haha I hope I will be Hermia 60 percent of the time2 It works everytime

IM SO SICK OF IT ALL [Friday April 7th, 2006 5:54pm]      I hated yesterday-I hated today- Ive hated this entire week.   Im really sick of FAKE depressed people.  WHO HAVE NOTHING TO BE DEPRESSED ABOUT! Stop being bitchy just because you can. STOP WHINING ABOUT EVERYTHING! Are you dieing? Did someone just die? Are you having to move? Are you gettin beaten? Sexually? OK THEN STFU- your life is fine- yes you will go through some rough patches but is that worth crying over everyday and taking pills to make you feel better??? JESUS its like pills are going to be the cure for anything. You used to just eat a pint of ice-cream and watch Sex and The city when you were having problems. BUT NOW we got pills to make us feel better! OH BY THE WAY! IM PRINCE IN ROMEO AND JULIET! WE ARE PERFORMING 4 TIMES SO COME SEE ME IF YOU CAN GET OUT OF CLASS OR HAVE AN OFF PERIOD! IT WILL BE LOADS OF FUN! hehehe Our cast includes Juliet- Hope Runde Romeo- Michael Fariss Tybalt- Tim Roan Paris- Justin Gilstrap Mercutio- Katie Cowan Friar Lawrence- Mary Benvolio- Payton Prince- Missy Kyle (body guards: Cheryl and Stephanie) I HAVE BODY GUARDS HOW COOL IS THAT?? haha and many many many more COME SEE US 60 percent of the time2 It works everytime

[Thursday March 30th, 2006 10:53pm] The protesting was stupid. I could see mexicans doing it in L.A ofcourse because of how shitty white people treat them just like white people treat everyone who arn't just like them... BUT mexicans get treated perfectly fine here just like everyone else so stop potesting and making me stay in Mr.Browns room for another hour and a half. Although I hid from mr.brown in the corner and piled on top of Quintin I still could  hear him breathing and bitchin at people.....so for that....I hate you school for making such a huge deal about a bunch of illegal mexicans who want publicity...they wern't going to go shoot us so chill out.  As for you protesters- none of us students or faculty can do anything about your shitty predictament so stop coming to us. People are fucking stupid---get over your selves and you students who were blocking the door and not letting us outside- don't ever do that again or I will straigh up murder your ass. PEACE PEOPLE FUCKING PEACE 60 percent of the time10 It works everytime

Its times like these we learn to live again [Sunday March 26th, 2006 1:18am] [ mood | determined ] [ music | Silverstein ] I havn't updated in a while Too many things have happend. I hate funerals. I hate when people I know die. But on a brighter side- Brandon made me very happy this weekend and he got me cheered up so thank you Brandon! We had fun! AND by the way this boy is a freaking bad ass at the gutair! Hes fucking amazing! Andrews party was tight- cept when 7th graders showed up who were 12 and 13 and ruined the party - Trying to take TRIPLE C's when they were already drunk-----and if you don't know what triple cs are--well you can freaking die by doing that- so that was gay---but everyone else was cool haha I think me and Mandeep were the only older ones everyone else was freshmen  haha GOOD TIMES GOOD TIMES 60 percent of the time0 It works everytime

Isn't it amazing [Thursday March 16th, 2006 10:17pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | Dring diet Dr.pepper ] "Isn't it amazing how one event one person one voice one experience can change history--- our lives--- an entire existence One sinlge word can end a persons life in a matter of seconds                                     To be honest with you all...Im scared to death of what my last words will be when I leave this life. But Im hoping for two words to just magicly slip through my mouth-however the way i go. And those two words are that                                                                            I LIVED."                                                               60 percent of the time4 It works everytime

I love my friends [Monday March 13th, 2006 1:37am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Foo Fighters ] My friends make me happy- thank you :) 60 percent of the time0 It works everytime

yah yah yah [Thursday March 9th, 2006 7:19pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | The Vines ]  Fuck it. Just fuck it all. I don't like the way people act in high shool People are just so fucking lame sometimes. Get a life. Drama/Reps/Cliques..ect. None of that bullshit is going to matter when you get out of high school-so why bother with it. FUCK IT ALL-IM SO SICK OF IT! 60 percent of the time3 It works everytime

[Saturday March 4th, 2006 11:09pm] [ mood | peaceful ] [ music | American beauty-paper bag theme ] I had always heard your entire life flashes in front of your eyes the second before you die. First of all, that one second isn't a second at all, it stretches on forever, like an ocean of time... For me, it was lying on my back at Boy Scout camp, watching falling stars... And yellow leaves, from the maple trees, that lined my street... Or my grandmother's hands, and the way her skin seemed like paper... And the first time I saw my cousin Tony's brand new Firebird... And Janie... And Janie... And... Carolyn. I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday. It was one of those days when it's a minute away from snowing and there's this electricity in the air, you can almost hear it. And this bag was, like, dancing with me. Like a little kid begging me to play with it. For fifteen minutes. And that's the day I knew there was this entire life behind things, and... this incredibly benevolent force, that wanted me to know there was no reason to be afraid, ever. Video's a poor excuse, I know. But it helps me remember... and I need to remember... Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it, like my heart's going to cave in.  American Beauty is the by all time best written movie. Every single sentence is thought into. Its breath taking. Its amazing how much a movie can impact on you. Or just the way words can mean so much. Just simple letters being put together transforming into such deep and intellectual ideas and thoughts. ... 60 percent of the time2 It works everytime

WOW [Sunday February 26th, 2006 4:39pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Frou Frou-- ]     I talked on the phone with Michaell and his friend Jason(whos really tight) for 4 hours last night. Our topics included How high Jason was Making Jason think I was his principle on the phone-and he believed it for a short time Talking about how Michaell said he was outside Jasons house....on AIM...and Jason went looking for him... Talking about all the differnt places to have sex Weed How gods not real-and how we think people just make him up so they can feel safe and secure in this world How insucure they are Why Jason misses Round Rock How Texas is the best place to live How I don't like it cus theres no ocean The different lingo for drugs Girls/Ex's Cars Myspace Them two are probly the funnest-most entertaining people to talk to in my entire life of living-thanks for that boys haha LOVE missy. 60 percent of the time8 It works everytime

THE MEDIA [Saturday February 18th, 2006 11:42pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | Army Of my- Bjrok ] I have a few little ideas/things I have been thinking about. Okay-whats the thing with guns? I was noticing all these pics of guns and stuff on myspace and like bang bang bang and all these pictures of guns with butterflies coming out and hearts? Whats with that? Is that like the 'cool' thing? Because I don't quite understand how there can be beautiful suicides, But ofcourse thats just me. Another thing-when did the whole emo thing start?? Whats with all these guys wearing extremly extremly hardcore tight pants-tighter than mine! haha Im okay with it I just don't understand why guys would wana do it-Id think it would be uncomfertable! But hey! haha some guys look realy hott in them so keep on keepin on. Can you belive "EMO" is actually in the dictionary!!!!! Emo (an abbreviation of "emotionally-driven Hardcore punk") is a term now broadly used to describe almost any form of guitar-driven alternative rock that expresses emotions beyond traditional punk's limited emotional palette of alienation and rage. It is also used to describe fans of this genre, most commonly teenagers. (e.g., emo kid). The actual term "emo" originated in the mid-1980s D.C. scene, with the band Rites of Spring, as well as bands such as Fugazi, Moss Icon, and Antioch Arrow. ... haha cool  This also makes me kind of pissed at our generation and culture. Okay so pretty much every girl celeb or guys, I suppose,  are always accused of heroin addiction-or belmic-or anerexia or gettin knocked up by a certain guy named Kevin. Yes all of these things could be true and yah yah yah, but seriously I feel sorry for them- CELEBRITYS as we call them- are just like everyone else- Media make teens and 'normal' people bash and laugh at celebs. They have to go under constant pressure 24/7 so they don't get on 'worst dressed' or on the front cover on 'people' about their eating problems. It just plainy sucks for them. Me and my brother argued about how hard or how 'easy' (he says)- actors/actresses have it. Look yes, acting is not like a construction worker or an in office all the time kind of job. But its extremly difficult. You are expected to act an exact way for a director you may not even know. You have to have every line engraved in your head 24/7, you have to deal with a camera in your face, and on top of that you have to put yourself our infront of tons of people you don't know or will never see, adn the pressure of thinking--Am I doing this right? Does he like me? What if iforget my lines and they have to use more tape-I don't know about this shower scene. Yes OFCOURSE they get paid loads, but its defintaly deserved. Not anyone can just become an entirley differnt person and make people beleive itt-not anyone can lose pounds extremly fast for a movie that could last months and months and months. Not anyone woman would shave their head for people to only so for about 2 hours. You get rewarded in then end-but then bashed in the news and media! Im not saying that some celebs don't deserve what they get in magazines, but its going too far. Literally the editors will see a celeb with a girl thats NOT his wife or girlfriend and will make it seem like they are out on a date--which they actually could just be out gettin coffee?? You could ruin relationships like that. The media has just gone way too far and its resulting in celebs suing-celebs having eating disorders because they have to look absolutley PERFECT or they will be mentioned that they are gaining pounds in the latest TEEN PEOPLE or just PEOPLE. ALL AROUND- no one is perfect- its none of your buisness how people live their lives- and everyone is unique and beautiful in their own way- no matter how 'gorgeous' and 'flawless' you make think the woman and girls on magazine covers look like. Don't get me wrong their are some celebs and models I absolutley adore because of their beauty but Im not about to go feel like crap cus I don't look like them. 60 percent of the time9 It works everytime

[Tuesday February 14th, 2006 8:53pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | Wathcing Garden State cus Im depressed ] WOW so I def think you should click this because it would make my Valentines Day! Valentines Day sucks. Its just for companys to make money and to make girls feel special by getting stuff. 60 percent of the time2 It works everytime

yessssssssss [Sunday February 12th, 2006 8:34am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Bob Marley ] <td align="center"> Missy Kyle -- [noun]: A hard-core grave robber 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td> <td align="center">Death through sex! You are going to die by having a heart attack during sex. This is probably because it fills up so much of your time now that if you died doing anything else, it would be going against the odds . Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td> hahahahaha. and yesterday I watched Lords of Dogtown-really, really, really good movie. Didn't expect it to be that entertaining 60 percent of the time0 It works everytime

[Thursday February 9th, 2006 1:58pm] [ music | Remy Zero-Fair ] GARDEN STATE IS SO GOOD and the fact that Zach Braff DIRECTED-WROTE -and STARRED in it...is just mind blowing. By the way- I don't think I have ever truley been in love before intill Tilley-people who havn't experinced true love are really missing out. Hes all I need. Its alomst as if nothing would matter as long as you have eachother. Its just so amazing what an impact someone could have on your life and how I can feel so deeply for someone. Its almost breath taking. Im going to marry him. 60 percent of the time2 It works everytime

[Tuesday February 7th, 2006 8:00am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Jim Morrison-Soul Kitchen ] So I lost my phone on the 2nd-got a replaced phone thats a motoroalla and a lot better of a phone instead-by simply saying I had a sony Ericson. haha. Cingular got ripped off they gave my a 170 dollar phone when I only paid 70 dollars for my scony ericson. I dunno how that happend but Im perfectly fine with it! haha SAME NUMBER add me-965-5464-if you havn't already! I still miss my other phone tho-all mypictures and videos are gone-and phonebook entrys so txt or call me cus I got txt back too! 60 percent of the time0 It works everytime

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST [Saturday February 4th, 2006 2:14am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Pink Floyd ] Beauty and the Beast was amazing as far as tech and stuff but I dunno about the singing. The only people I thought did a good job with full out performance including ACTUALLY HAVING A GOOD VOICE was Greg-Jared-and Michael. Everyone else was pretty bad. Im not trying to be mean but everyone was soooo off key it anoyed the crap out of me and Li and Elise kind of disappointed me-I expected a better voice but hey. THE KISS WAS AMAZING hahahaha Oh and this has nothing to do with Beauty and the Beast but right now my dad is listening to Eminem..or however you spell it. My. Dad. Is. Listening. to. rap. Not just rap-white boy rap. Oh god 60 percent of the time12 It works everytime

[Tuesday January 31st, 2006 9:54pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Phsyco Boy-Dust Brothers ] Its the eve of febuary--one more month closer to summer. If Mr. Brown says- American History X & Shawshank Redemntion are not 'acceptable' to watch for the stupid project- I might just lose it and pull out a shotgun and blow his head off. I hoping he'll consider Fight Club as a biography or moral life kind of movie...moral...haha fight club...moral...wtf am I thinking? He would never let me do it on that. Although it is an absolutley amazing movie. HE BETTER and I mean BETTER let me watch Catch Me if you Can or The Road To Perdition...for my third movie because if he doesn't let me do that THEN after blowing his head off, Ill hire someone to tee-bag him. Dangerous-yes. If your looking for one of the best soundtracks of all time look up The Dust Brothers-for Fight Club soundtrack---its sooo friggin good. 60 percent of the time4 It works everytime

[Sunday January 29th, 2006 3:29am] Fight Club is just pure genious. You wake up at Seatac, SFO, LAX. You wake up at O'Hare, Dallas-Fort Worth, BWI. Pacific, mountain, central. Lose an hour, gain an hour. This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time. You wake up at Air Harbor International. If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person? Lou: [Lou hits Tyler in the face] Do you hear me now? Tyler Durden: No I didn't quite catch that Lou. [Lou hits Tyler again] Tyler Durden: Still not getting it. [Lou hits Tyler a few more times] Tyler Durden: Ok, I got it. Shit I lost it. [Lou continues to beat up Tyler] Tyler Durden: Fuck off with your sofa units and serine green stripe patterns, I say never be complete, I say stop being perfect, I say let... lets evolve, let the chips fall where they may. Only after disaster can we be resurrected. Tyler Durden: I want you to hit me as hard as you can. Narrator: What? In the face? Tyler Durden: Surprise me. Narrator: This is so fucking stupid. Tyler Durden: Fuck damnation, man! Fuck redemption! We are God's unwanted children? So be it! Narrator: OK. Give me some water! Tyler Durden: Listen, you can run water over your hand and make it worse or... [shouts] Tyler Durden: look at me... or you can use vinegar and neutralize the burn. Narrator: Please let me have it... *Please*! Tyler Durden: First you have to give up, first you have to *know*... not fear... *know*... that someday you're gonna die. Tyler Durden: Man, I see in fight club the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off. Tyler's not here. Tyler went away. Tyler's gone. 60 percent of the time4 It works everytime

Bleeeh [Wednesday January 25th, 2006 7:19pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Space-Something Corporate ] Today was okay. I skipped 1st and 2nd again but this time I had a fake dentist note but that only coverd for 1st and 2nd theeeeennnn I skipped 4th because David invited me to come in his cooking class and it was well worth it so Im perfectly fine with that. hehe. A very fun day cept for the fact that I feel pretty guilt for skipping but I don't really care anymore-new day tomorrow! Ive gota stop skipping Im getting in a habit because I have gotten away with it and never gotten caught but I know tis gonna catch up to me and when it does Im fucking screwed. OOOOHHHH!!! This gets me really confused. I have heard that people think Im a slut. Well if there is anyone reading this who thinks that or has heard it-you have got to be kidding me!!!! The stuff I have 'done' is no where near slutiness. You can ask any of my friends because they know me. And I heard that one guy spread that I give BJ's....WOW that has got to be the stupidest thing someone could ever spread. haha. its actually kind of funny! I think its abosolutley disgusting! Atleast if your going to spread something-do something realistic! Gah silly people. I seriusly don't care whos saying this-I just want to let everyone know if they ever hear something like that-no its not true. But most of you know this anyways because you are my friend haha! Gossip-Rumors gotta love em! I juse love hearing what people think about me-I didn't think I came off slutty but maybe I do??? Oh well haha maybe its because I have a lot of hot guy friends and they are just jealous!!hahaha ahah Gotta love highschool! Can't wait till I get in college where 'cliques' and 'gossip' and 'popularity' don't matter and if they do your a retard and no one likes you! hahaha 60 percent of the time7 It works everytime

[Sunday January 22nd, 2006 2:01pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | What do you think? ] Always when we fight I try to make you laugh Until everything's forgotten I know you hate that ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba Always when we fight I kiss you once or twice And everything's forgotten I know you hate that I love you Sunday sun The week's not yet begun And everything is quiet And it's always You and me - always - and forever You and me - always - and forever ba ba ba ba ba It was always You and me always You tell me I'm a real man And try to look impressed Not very convincing But you know I love it Then we watch TV Until we fall asleep Not every exciting But it's you and me And we'll always be together You and me - always - and forever You and me - always - and forever ba ba ba ba ba It was always You and me - always - and forever You and me - always - and forever ba ba ba ba ba It was always You and me - always - and forever You and me - always - and forever ba ba ba ba ba BEST SONG EVER *The wannadies* I heard the song from Romeo + Juliet Listen to it here 60 percent of the time2 It works everytime

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